sometimes friends are all you need

only a few years ago I often had that weird feeling when I met up with friends, as if I didn't really want to go and rather stayed home alone. I didn't have many friends and I didn't mind. but I didn't have really good friends either. today I am looking back and I realize that that was the reason I had that feeling. I liked those people, but they didn't make me feel happy. that week I sometimes sat in my room and didn't know what to do. I didn't want to watch tv or be on the computer or do sports. I simply didn't know what to do. but I knew that if I would meet my friends, I would have a good time and be happy again. and that's exactly what happened when we saw each other. they made me happy and they showed me that there's a feeling I had missed even though I didn't know that it existed.
although some things have been really weird and complicated, that week was important because I needed to realize what I wrote above. 

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