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Sunday, November 27, 2011
Don't spoil yourself
When you try and control everything you enjoy nothing, just :
RELAX ,BREATH OUT & LIVE
FU people
I'm tired and so damn tired with my horrible life with people . Making sure of everything is okay and making sure that all is perfect even though is not like it seems. Tired cared of people feeling even they all not like what I expected. Making sure that they are all smiling and if they need someone to talk to I am there. I'm tired of using people would stay because they want to it, no one is chasing me like I did nor I did to them .
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Getting Somekind of Hard Feeling
So as a human in general.. I get judged A LOT. I feel like I'm constantly being watched and people are just waiting for me to slip up. Or just show you one of the many reasons why I'm not perfect. So I get judged. we all do. but lately it's really been on my mind. I'm tired of it, and I'm sure you are too. But sometimes people just always judge right on the spot, without really digging down and finding out why someone did something, or why something is the way it is. People must be feels annoyed and wondering , or being like "why did she post that photo" just anything. And hey, newsflash. I'm not JUST a body. I have feelings too. we all do, and people need to be way more careful about what they say and think. because i would know, it hurts to be judged. So the story behind the photo is i'm tired of people calling me insane, thinking i'm someone i'm not and just down right saying hurtful things. I'm more than just a body, I have feelings too.
Hello N Thank You^_^
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Mind Over Matter
My Childhood Hero
Most of my life has been fashioned after that quote in some form or another. I read it in a book when I was a small child and it took up a home in my heart. It is basically my motto. Be who you are or who you want to be without fail. Never let others hold you back. Never give up. A little faith goes a long way. And, always remember to smile :)
Lately I've had a lot of friends of mine come to me for advice. A lot of them are asking me to help them get some hater off their backs. Most times, its another woman, which makes me sick. Either way, I wanted to write a journal entry about being who you are and standing up for yourself, which is easier then you think. I want to dedicate this piece to the beautiful light which lives inside each girl, especially the ones who have others trying to snuff it out <3
Our Past
I used to think that I had to protect myself from all the bad things and people in my life. I had rules, ways of thinking, that would keep me distant and cold from some, and safe and warm with others. These rules made it possible to always say the right thing, always have the right look, and to always leave them wanting more. It made me feel in control because I could choose who got close to me, and I was very selective. What I didn't realize was that thinking in that way was very childish and was hurting my ability to grow in a healthy environment with positive influences.
Our Present
To error is human. Its what we do about these errors that make us individuals. Its not worth it to be this sadly distant lone wolf, thinking everyone wants a piece of you when in fact no one wants to bother with you. The more we worry about what others think and try to seem flawless, the more we harm our individuality. Personality is not about perfecting the imperfections. Its about accepting them and making them your own! Its about breaking the rules and doing what you KNOW feels right. Focusing any part of your life to be the most educated, the most beautiful, or even the most talented is a waste of time. I'm not saying that you shouldn't try your hardest to be successful or to complete your goals. Theres a difference between nurturing a special part of you until it shines, and obsessing over it until you secretly feel its better then everyone else. Being confident and feeling beautiful is great, but it starts to wane when you put others down for not being the same as you. After all, INDIVIDUALITY is the point here ladies! We will ALL be different when we find our inner selves, so don't hate your sister! Love her and nurture her beauty, talent, and mind!
Our Future
I know a few girls who have yet to learn these important life lessons. They try to hate on me, insult me, bash my art, or just plain bring me down. They complain that what i've done always wrong,something that makes me stress out.They talk talk talk talk and guess what, talk some more. But thats all they can do. Talk. As girls, talking is something we do best, so let them talk! As with anything, we have a choice. We can choose to ignore them. The results are actually quite funny. Those haters and bitches have a personality which is compromised almost entirely of the hate they push on you. When you ignore them, they have nothing to feed or thrive from, and they're hateful personality slowly dies out leaving the true one behind. Its like watching a werewolf become human again. Words can only hurt you if you let them. So why let them? Its your choice.
ID
I'm a passionate soul with a love for romance. Darkness doesn't scare me, but rather invites me to befriend the unusual. I've been heavily dedicated to photography since early 2009. Armed with a thick imagination, a creative flair, and a pinch of heartbreak, I love to think outside the box. I believe anything can be beautiful if you look at it properly. With such a need to express myself, photography soon became my outlet from a tough life.
Hello N Thank You^_^
Why I've Been M.I.A
Wow,This feels weird. Writing a blog again i mean.I’m a bad blogger! But then I have a few reasons, or just events that have been going in my life which somewhat distracted me from blogging, or it just sucked out all the motivation out of me and now things are getting into place, or my brain is simply getting used to the new.
So you want to know the reasons why i’ve been M.I.A (missing in action) lately? I think you all know.
Hello N Thank You^_^
So you want to know the reasons why i’ve been M.I.A (missing in action) lately? I think you all know.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Jar Of Hearts
I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
And learn to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
P/S: This song has so much meaning 
Christina PerriTuesday, February 1, 2011
My 18th Birthday
Im Already 18
;_; hnngg it seems weird. haha ,oh well
Happy Birffday To Me.Will Enjoy The Years<3
Sunday, January 16, 2011
You are infinite worth
I wish i could make people see and believe how important they are, even if just for a day, make someone believe they are beautiful and special and wonderful and amazing. depression and suicide are becoming far too common these days, and it breaks my heart into a million peices. suicide and depression are real. stop bullying, start loving. please listen to me when i say that you are of infinite worth. even when you feel completely alone and worthless. i may not even know you, your struggles, your thoughts... but i want more than anything in the world for you to feel joy and love and self-worth every single day.
Hello N Thank You^_^
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle."
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Smokeeee -.-
Smoking kills FULL STOP
Doodles Gangs!
Friends or Foe?
Dont loose your friends or you'll be surrounded by boredom
Happy & Sad
Watching someone you love is pain in zee butt
The Orange
The feeling when a community or a group don't accept you for who you are
Together
United we stand, divided we fall
Missing The Fantasy ;))
Twilight♥
SunLight♥
I'm Edward Fuckin Cullen.Fear My Smoldering Gaze♥
Bella Cullen♥
Under The Sea♥
Two Worlds♥
After The Storm♥
Life In Technicolour♥
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Fedward : D
So fed up with these thoughts in my head
So fed up with worrying about people who don't give a damn
So fed up with wanting to live when truly I'm already dead inside
I'm so fed up with loving people, who won't love me back
So fed up with crying, when all I want is laugh
So fed up with thinking, about things I don't wanna think about
So fed up with this life, full of it's evil and it's downs
So fed up with trying to think positive, when all you can do is look at the sky and cry
I'm so fed up with being someone else, when all I wanna say is ,'look at me and tell me who I am'.
I'm so fed up with people who think they know me, but behind this face is so much sorrow…so much pain.
I'm fed up with falling down and the fact I can't get up.
I'm so fed up with the people who laugh at me, they don't know me, which means they have no right.
I'm so fed up with people who think I'm a great friend, but fail to see the problems I have myself.
I'm fed up with those people, who only see my problems, if they read my writings :|
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